~ bout m3 ~

hi every1 ~

yea ~

im back ~

again ~

dunno how many thousand years i din touch this blog

( actualy about half years only )

i dun think there still hv any1 will view this

but nvm,

just wan 2 release or write down sumthing here

1st of all ~

alredy finish my spm ~ huray !! ~

but

i feel lost now ~ argh !! ~

my life look perfect actualy

finished spm, no need 2 study in this few month

hv a prettiest n kind n Q n nice n sweet gf ~

but i still feel like lost sumthing...

im still confusing wat course shld i take

acutarial science or finance ~

yea, both also related with math ~

any1 hv any idea ? coz im so lost n fan nw ~

now about last week ~

sumthing happen on me with my dear ~

>_< dunno should i tell anot...

i make my dear sad...cried...heart broken...

yea no need 2 noe the reason also noe that is my fault lah

wat i can said at that time just sorry n i promise no next time

the whole thing happen is on the last friday which is 18th of dec

i went out with my pet-sisther ~

but when my dear ask me...

i told her i went out with friend...

y i so stupid 1 2 lie 2 her

1st...

i wan 2 buy a small christmas present for her

( coz i no money buy big de liao =-= )

i thoght she will feel happy n surprice when she saw the present

but sadly...the present doesn't bring her any ''surprice'' but me =-=

2nd...

i bu xiang my dear luan luan think ~

coz i noe she will dun like if she noe ><

but y i  noe she will unlike still i wan 2 go with kai jie ???

bcoz...i dunno i should write it here anot

but it does not contain any other meaning lah

im very respect my every pet sisther...

i hv 3 pet sisther now ~

which is mei yee, cherie & yoyo ~

y i so respect them ??

bcoz last time...i means about last few years ago

when i m still single n stupid =-=

this few jie treat me quite good lah

so they just like my real sis n nothing much...

sumtime they really scold me gao gao when i did wrong =-=

so im very respect them...

n also...this few sishter i noe them for 11yrs with mei yee

n 4 yrs for cherie n yoyo

but i din even hang out with them any1 once...

so i just hope can out with them once lah...

then mah out liao lor...

i scare i tell my dear my dear will angry n sad T_T

but who noe i choose 2 say i out with friend

haiz stupid me dunno how girls thinking

so everything just lidat n my dear after that noe liao

so i gonna die liao lor ~

my dear so sad n heart broken

then as i said...i just can keep saying sry n say no next time lor

my dear is correct de

i cannot out with other girl alone after we 2gether

sry ya dear >_<

i choose the wrong way...

but i also got myself de angle lah ~

my gf definitly is the 1st n most important thing 2 me...

n my sis also is very important...

last few years...

mayb without them...

haha im alredy did stupid thing liao XP

that time stupid mah ~ brainless ~

now i hv the best thing beside me

i wan 2 say thx 2 my gf sin yee

u r so lovely n kindly stay with me

n also thx 2 my all kai jie

although all also busy until 1 yrs also cannot find out 1 day out with me

sry to my dear ~

im not that smart n panai everytime make u cry...

n i also dunno how 2 tam fan u..

but i will try my best...

i will change for u...

i will try 2 be patient...

sry 2 my jie ~

1st is cherie jie ~

make u feel bad =]

all of this is my fault lah...

not just make dear cry sumore make jie feel very very bad

until u ask me 2 say sry for u 2 my dear >_<

but no worry...hehe my dear so understanding de kaka

she is the best XD

n sry 2 all my jie ~

bcoz so long liao also...

din dang mian say a very deeply punya thank you 2 u all

xie xie ni men, u all r the best sishter =]

n got 2 person very special

i dunno they still rmb me anot haha but nvm

i still rmb u 2, agnes & mei fern

haha they 2 r my sisther also...at the last time...

they 2 hv sum gong tong dian ~

1st...

b4 they hv bf, they 2 chen jing is the best listerner for me

coz i form 3 mah that time =-=

sumore so stupid no gf

nothing 2 do got xing shi mah find sisther chat lor

who noe my house that 2 sisther also no time f me =-=

then at least got pet-sisther b my listerner mah

then they 2 also...after 2gether with bf liao...

then their bf dun let them chat with me...

not just me lah sure...i means all boy...

k lu...then this 2 jie also bye bye liao =|

that time when they din find me anymore..

i say true lah...very angry...n very hate them...

n hate their bf also haha...

but after that day my jie de case...i noe that...

ni men...ye shi you ku zhong de...

many ppl...dun like their bf or gf contact with their pet sisther or wat de

but if ur gf or bf ask u 2 stop contact...wat can u do ?

sadly...sure...gf or bf is the 1 u will choose...

yea...me also...my dear alredy very good liao

she atleast let me out with my jie just she wan 2 see them also =]

but wat if my dear really ask me stop contact ???

then i also cant do anything wad...

so...a deeply apologize 2 mei fern n agnes...

sry that i say bad thing 2 u...sry that i scold u...

mayb u not even care...mayb im alredy hurt u...

i dunno that...just bcoz...i m stupid n not understanding

plz...alowed me 2 say 1 more time...

mayb this will b the last time 2 tell u 2...

mei fern jie, agnes jie...sry yea...

is me bu dong shi...very sorry...

although i scold u all...i angry u all...

but every special eve...

agnes jie de christmas msg...

meifern jie de christmas msg...

also will come in my hp...

last time i dunno y u 2 dun1 choi me liao still wan sms 2 me

but now i noe...there is the only way u can do...

at least u all wan 2 show me this small didi that...

jie still rmb u...

n im so stupid until so many years...nw oni i receive this msg by my heart...

i wan tell u all this bcoz i dun1 2 regret...

so...jies ( means all jie ) =] thx alot...n sorry alot...

u all really is a very responsible de jie jie =]

k now my dear turn ~ haha

we 2gether goin 7 month d...not a short time

still rmb 1st time we meet ???

u stand infront of me n i use my very short body 2 cover u from the sun

i think u feel very good but im god damn sweating haha

izzit a unforgetable memory ??

n still rmb when u gao ur 601 stars for me ??

then at last i count out it was 605 >< haha

now the 4 extra is still inside my wallet

  i sure i wun 4get it 4ever

do u still rmb the day after ur birthday

i celebrate ur birthday with u ??

n the 1st day i out with u n sze we go ts ??

n 1st time i out with u personaly go 1u watch drag me 2 hell ??

we faced many problem n we crossed all of it also

so...dear no need 2 worry that i will change my heart

u hv 2 believe on me n hv confidence in our relationship...

u r the best for me...

who else i still can find ?

who can every day lie 2 her aunty walk 2 my place ?

who can teach me 2 do my english work ?

who can help me an mo everytime when i tired ??

who can giv me hug when i felt cold ???

who can did the everything u did 2 me ???

yea...mayb there hv 1 ppl in hundrad thousand ppl can do it

but its doesn't matter...

bcoz...

she is not u...

bcoz u r special from them...

bcoz u r mine...

n im yours...

so...believe on me...believe in urself...

we need 2 believe n hv confidence 2 each other...

so that our relationship can last longer n until 4ever ~

say liao many thing here...

sry if i make any1 feel unhappy...

sry if i make u all cry...

sry if u all dun like this post...

sry if my langue u canno understand

sry if i write sumthing hurt u

but...the main thing from this post is good de

i just hope every1 see this...n understand me more...

i wan 2 b funny...bcoz i wan 2 see u all smile...

i did anything wrong...thats just bcoz i use the wrong way..

but my main thinking...just the same...i wan 2 see u all smile...

i think thats all for my long n long n long post for 2day..

i hv 2 go my real sis shop liao...she goin 2 die in hungry haha

thx 4 every1 viewing....whoever u r =]

u r my friend n i love you all ~

xie xie ~

terima kasih ~

aligato kozaimas ~

thank you ~

doh xia ~

gan jia ~

doh jeh ~